Does the right woman come in to your life? Is that how it works? Or do you go out and find what you want? I know right now, I tend to avoid any women I might consider wanting to be in a commitment with. I am afraid of something.
Bozeman is very comfortable. I went to a nice little coffee shop on the corner of seventh and main. I had one of the best cappuccinos I have had in my life. It was also served by one of the sweetest baristas of all time. I then went and purchased a Herbie Hancock cd at a local jazz music and used book store. Really nice place.
There is a reason they call this big sky country. It really is beautiful.
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ReplyDeleteYou know that part in The Wizard of Oz when Dorothy lands in Oz? Everything changes from dull and Gray to beautiful Color.. that was what you brought to my life like nothing else has, not even a drug. You being so uniquely you made me feel like I wasn't alone anymore. I always felt like a Martian here and meeting you despite anything that has happened will always be one of the most important days of my life. We had this grandiose plan to live this beautiful life in recovery together, I feel like we were so caught up in excitement and love that we failed to remember the reality of how powerful our disease is.. Even still, through all of it, it brought me to this place that I am in today. Nobody has ever stood out to me like you do. No matter how this turns out you will always be my match and fit me best. You are extraordinary. Your heart is the most beautiful part of you, I'll always be so very in love with your sweet heart.
ReplyDeleteI miss you. I love you. I know how to wrap my arms around myself now and say I love you, I pray every day that you are learning to do the same. I pray that you are learning to love yourself and are finding some kind of higher power if you don't have one.. but I feel like you do now for some reason.
ReplyDeleteI read this part in the book.. I hope someday when we meet again that you can feel the same way about me, it was something seeing a man a year later and him being unrecognizable because of the program. I hope someday you can speak with me and see this working in my life, that you can feel my heart is clean, that fear is absent and love is present. Maybe someday you can be near me and feel that I'm your safe place and always a place of comfort, that God has changed my heart and that through working these steps theyt have changed my life.
I miss you. I love you. I always love you and I always pray for you.
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